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  • Mood: Sadness
I've been off for a while, dealing with issues, etc etc.

No job, no life, no one wants anything to do with me. Torn down, broken, really alone.

No one even talks to me, even those who "claim" to "love" me or claim to "be someone I can come to" or whatever. And believe me I've tried, only to feel like their busy or just want me to go the fuck away.

It's really kinda funny when I think about it, it's really gotten me thinking if everything I do for people is just in vain, that any feelings I have for people is just a laughable idea to them.

I mean hell, last time I spoke with anyone (aside from my RO guild) that I've known for over a year was quite a while ago.

And the last time I spoke to probably one of the only people I truly care about with 100% of my being was maybe 2 weeks ago and all it boiled down to was "Shouldn't you be asleep? (It was 1:30AM)". I know, what a conversation huh? But then again they've been extremely distant toward me and always acting like "I hate you" so I don't know anymore.

I've often been finding myself wondering why I'm so alone, but no matter how hard I try I can't find an answer. But I guess no one can provide one except me huh?

I don't know, what do you think? Am I truly meant to be alone this way? With no one by my side to help me when I need them? Yet always by their side to listen? . . . Really sucks.

Oh well, that's all I can think of in this frame of mind to write

Jah nah

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